♥

my minds gone half crazy, because i cant leave youu alone .

&& im wondering if it's worth me holding on .

t r u e . s t o r y

Trey Songz - Amen *

Hello Kitty's 35th Anniversary

truth be told - i L O V E Hello Kitty to death !

so i thought i would add some stuff in honor of their

anniversary. and to extend my christmas list . LOL .

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1 Month & Yada Yada Days

christmas is right around thee corner . ehh, in a way.

one of my favorite holidays of the year .

not juust because of the gifts ; but the atmosphere itself .

i was searching through a few sites && came across some stuff i wouldn't mind getting for Christmas (;

o1 - Supra x Armored Vaide

cominqq out December 4 . hella juuiced !

o2 - Chanel 

for some reason, i find this rather cuute .

Friday Niqhts .

Stadiums Filled. Loud Chants and Cheers.

Blankets and Jackets . Jersey's . Number 24.

&& Yet i Still Felt Displaced and Lonely.

i Still have this feeling in the Pit of My Stomach that

won't stop Torturing Me.

`110409
Kid Cudi ( My Love / Hero ]
Sonqq ; Up Up && Awayy

first post ever ! ( remember it )

"my qoal for the rest of my life: is to just forqet you & imaqine you never existed. yeah basically imma act the way iacted before imet you."

8 Months .

8 months = 243.494799 days

thats the total number of days that i've been thinking about him .

suprising huh ? and even more interesting, i've come to notice that 

i can't remember NOT ONCE where he never came across my mind.

5 months = 152.184249 days

the amount of days i've realized that maybe we weren't all what i thought

we actually where. that there's was a slight possibly that i was being lead on.

possibly to believe that we even HAD a something going on. the amount of 

days that i've felt stupid. stupid for ever letting my guard down.

regrets ? no. 

hurt ? yes .

will i qet over it ? eventually .

but thinqs take time . 

the thinq is that durinq the "within time" i still have : hope