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Kid Cudi ( My Love / Hero ]
Sonqq ; Up Up && Awayy

first post ever ! ( remember it )

"my qoal for the rest of my life: is to just forqet you & imaqine you never existed. yeah basically imma act the way iacted before imet you."

8 Months .

8 months = 243.494799 days

thats the total number of days that i've been thinking about him .

suprising huh ? and even more interesting, i've come to notice that 

i can't remember NOT ONCE where he never came across my mind.

5 months = 152.184249 days

the amount of days i've realized that maybe we weren't all what i thought

we actually where. that there's was a slight possibly that i was being lead on.

possibly to believe that we even HAD a something going on. the amount of 

days that i've felt stupid. stupid for ever letting my guard down.

regrets ? no. 

hurt ? yes .

will i qet over it ? eventually .

but thinqs take time . 

the thinq is that durinq the "within time" i still have : hope